
By the time we finished lunch, they were done with the museum so we all hopped on the bus tour and headed downtown to see the Statue of Liberty. Due to the hurricane, you weren't able to go see the Statue of Liberty so we could only see it from afar. From there we walked over to the 9-11 memorial but weren't able to go see it because we didn't have tickets for today. So I went online and got us tickets for tomorrow morning and then we took the subway to Grand Central and then Time Square.

It was dinner time by this point so we grabbed dinner at Tad's Steaks. I ordered my steak well done, but part of it was slightly pink. Marshall got overly concerned that it wasn't cooked properly despite the fact that I didn't eat any of the pink parts. I know he is just concerned about the baby, but it really upset me because he just went on and on about it. In a lot of ways I still feel like it is my fault what happened to Nolan so when I get criticized about something I'm doing or not doing during this pregnancy it really upsets me. It makes me feel like if something goes wrong this time it is going to be because of that damn steak or something else I did. I feel like I'm doing everything I can to make sure this baby is healthy and it's all the same things, if not more, than I did last time. I haven't had any caffeine the entire pregnancy. I stick my finger 4 times a day checking my glucose levels even though I still haven't been diagnosed with gestational diabetes this year. I don't eat deli meat, soft cheeses, or the array of fish. I'm so on the extreme of what not to do that most pregnant women look at me like I'm crazy for not partaking in anything of the no no list. I probably wouldn't have gotten so upset if I wasn't full of hormones, but I do find I'm overly sensitive these days.

When the girls were done ice skating Marshall directed them on how to get back to their hotel and Marshall walked me back to our hotel. My cousin Jay was a block away from our hotel having a late dinner with some of his friends so Marshall decided to stop by and see him for a minute before heading up to bed. He met Jay's friend Rob, his son and his girlfriend who apparently is a big Homeland fan. Jay told Marshall he was hoping I would have been up for coming out as she really wanted to meet me since I worked on that show. I, however, was busy enjoying my shower. By the time I had finished and had just sat down in bed to watch some TV, Marshall came in. We both were ready to just lounge on the bed and watch a movie. Tomorrow was our last full day in New York so we have to make the most of it.

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