Day 25:
#SayItOutLoudOct 25, 2013

There isn't much I haven't said regarding Nolan and his death either on here or on my blog, and while some might disagree with my openness, all I can say to them is then don't read it. I thought instead of trying to rack my brain to say something I haven't already said, I would post a picture that nobody has ever seen. In fact, I myself have never even looked at it until today. This picture is probably the last truly happy picture of myself. It's the last picture of myself before my world came crashing down and my happiness ceased to be as carefree and naive as it once was. This picture was taken at my baby shower for Nolan (we refused to have any showers with Ronan). I was 35 weeks pregnant in this picture. Five weeks shy of being full term and yet had Nolan been born on the day this picture was taken, he would most likely still be with us today and as healthy and happy and normal as any other 1 1/2 year old. This picture was taken a mere 6 days before Nolan was born.
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