Oct 16, 2013
There's no particular season that makes me grieve more heavily than another. I could say that March being the month Nolan died in is a sad month, but now March is also the month that Ronan was born in to. So I save Nolan's actual birthday for the one day in March that I allow myself to pine for him. I think of both of my sons as little leprechauns as they are both Irish babies born in March right around St. Patrick's Day. The first year after Nolan's death, every new season brought more sadness as it was suppose to be Nolan's first summer, first Halloween, first Christmas and first birthday. Now it's Ronan's first summer, first Halloween and first birthday so seasons are exciting to me as I watch him grow and explore each new season.
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