Sleepless

I was going to go to Zumba this morning and I even woke up early, but I was so tired and still sore from yesterday's Zumba that I couldn't muster the energy to go. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night. I woke up at 4:30am and didn't get back to sleep until 6am. My muscles were so sore it was hard to get comfortable and then the baby was kicking so I couldn't get to sleep. I also find myself keeping myself up whenever I go to the bathroom to pee in the middle of the night. I feel like I can't go back to sleep until I feel the baby kick or move a few times. I guess it's peace of mind. I feel like if he's still moving periodically during the night then things are still okay with him and I can sleep a little more peacefully. At this rate, by the time the baby actually gets here I'm going to be completely drained from lack of sleep. Unfortunately, I don't know how to not do this. So far I feel like I've been pretty calm with the whole pregnancy but the closer we get to 34 weeks, the more anxious I get that everything is going to be okay. I did finally manage to drag myself out of bed and decided to kick off the day by doing something I hardly ever do - eat breakfast. Yes, I know it is the most important meal of the day, but I rarely eat it. I'm not sure why exactly but mostly I'm just not hungry until hours after I'm awake. Lately, though I wake up famished. So, I sat to making breakfast for myself this morning complete with bacon, eggs, toast and a banana and yogurt smoothie. It was rather delicious and I have to say it satisfied me for quite awhile.

To distract myself from being anxious about the baby, I called 3 different companies to get them out here to give us an estimate on the roof. I guess my "nesting" phase has kicked in and since there isn't really anything for me to do with the nursery, I am doing things around the whole house. I'm determined to get our roof fixed ASAP and to do an entire spring cleaning of the house. Apparently, I wasn't the only one bored today. Steve sent me a picture of Marshall fake sleeping on the job. As a sound department, they didn't have much to do this afternoon as a lot of the shots were MOS (without sound).