Nolan Eason

At 1:03AM on Friday, March 30, 2012 my first child was born - a son. We named him Nolan Eason. 21" long, 5lb 3oz. He was beautiful and perfect in every way, except that he was stillborn. As we searched for answers to his untimely death, we also searched for comfort. This blog was created as a way of working through my sorrow by trying to find something beautiful in the world each day. Hopefully, along the way it will help others to heal as well.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Frozen Flowers


Last night I had very strange dreams. I remember having some bizarre dreams when I was pregnant with Nolan too. I don't remember what I dreamed last night, only that they were really odd. It was as if they were work dreams, only I wasn't working. I was with a bunch of people from work in my dreams, though. I woke up at 12:45am freaking out because I was late for work. I was convinced I had to be at work in 15 minutes and the set is 30 minutes away from my apartment and I still had to shower. How on earth am I going to make it work on time! I jumped out of bed, my heart pounding, washed my face, brushed my teeth then realized as I was using the bathroom and the shower water was warming up that it was only 12:45am, not 6:45am! I still had a good 5 hours of sleep left before I had to get up! Geeze! I turned off the shower and went to lay back down. Eventually, I fell back asleep but not until after some tossing and turning.


It was freezing cold today. Perhaps the oddest thing I saw was first thing this morning when I got out of my car. While it was frigid outside, on the bush beside my car the flowers were still blooming brilliantly pink. They were so beautiful yet odd. We were shooting a big scene today with lots of extras. It involved a lot of visual effects shots. It was our last day working with Timothy who plays Finn Walden. Unfortunately, for him our 1st AD Ken doesn't make a big deal of actors finishing up for the season so he didn't get a big round of applause or hugs goodbye as nobody really knew he was done for the day, let alone for the season.





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