Nolan Eason

At 1:03AM on Friday, March 30, 2012 my first child was born - a son. We named him Nolan Eason. 21" long, 5lb 3oz. He was beautiful and perfect in every way, except that he was stillborn. As we searched for answers to his untimely death, we also searched for comfort. This blog was created as a way of working through my sorrow by trying to find something beautiful in the world each day. Hopefully, along the way it will help others to heal as well.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

20 Weeks

I'm over halfway there - 20 weeks pregnant now! For a normal pregnancy I would be halfway right now, but since I will be induced 3-4 weeks early, I'm over the halfway mark. Since Marshall isn't here with me, I took a picture of myself and sent it to him. Other than the normal anxiety that comes with being pregnant, I haven't felt myself overly anxious. I'm feeling the baby move quite a bit now, but not frequently enough yet to start doing kick counts. Once I can start doing that I'm sure every time I feel like I haven't felt the baby in a few minutes I will freak out. I wish there was some way to not be so anxious about the baby, but I think until we have a healthy baby born this is just going to be like this.

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