I knew that while going by set would be fun for Susan, it posed to be hard for me. There were lots of people down there that I hadn't seen since Nolan's passing that I knew would want to hug me and tell me in person how sorry they were. It's not that I don't want people doing this, it's just that it doesn't get any easier. Sometimes it is easier to handle than others and I had just hoped that it would go okay. I got chocked up a couple of times, but fortunately I did not cry on set. Marshall was in a really good mood. I think having us come visit him on set gave him something to look forward to and be excited about. It was especially fun for him to show Susan around since it was all brand new to her.
Eventually, Susan and Stacey had to leave. After such a busy and fun weekend I probably would have had a hard time dealing the alone time between when the girls left and Marshall got home from work. Fortunately though my in-laws were around so I was able to spend some time hanging out with them and catching up. It was nice as I have not seen them since they were at the hospital with us when Nolan passed away. I was glad to have some time with them that wasn't filled with sadness. Gary and I had a glass of wine and then Susan and I chatted while Gary put the burgers on the grill. Marshall got off just in time to make it home for a late dinner. I wish I could stay down here longer. Even though Marshall is working 12 hours a day, it's still nice to see him for a few hours every night and to sleep in the same bed again. It's been amazing how much better I've slept while down here. Maybe it's been because of all the excitement and walking, but more probably it is because of the comfort I feel to have my husband around. I often wish our jobs were so that we were able to spend all of our nights together at home in our own bed. I know Marshall wishes that same thing, especially now. But until we become independently wealthy, I just don't think that will happen for us.
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