Today was a pretty low key day. We grabbed lunch at Surfhouse grill and sort of just ran some errands. It was nice to just be home and to feel sort of normal for a change. It's been nearly 5 months since we lost Nolan and now with the new pregnancy I feel completely on edge. I'm not sure if I will ever calm down during this pregnancy, but I know that for now I am riddled with anticipation. We have our first ultrasound coming up this week and I couldn't be more nervous. All I'm praying for at this point is a healthy baby and to see that flutter of a heartbeat. I know it's early and it won't look much like a baby, but as long as I can see a heartbeat and I know all is well for now, maybe it will at least give me a sigh of relief for a second.
It was such a beautiful day that we ended up spending the afternoon out at Wrightsville Beach. The surf was good, so Marshall wanted to get some surf in while he could and since the weather was still warm I was excited to soak in some rays while I meditated on the beach. I did venture into the water for a bit and while it was chilly at first it, you quickly warmed up. I really miss Wilmington and the beach! The one thing I hate about working on Homeland is being in Charlotte all summer. I miss out on so much boating and beach time that I almost forget I actually live at the beach. Hopefully, during this hiatus I will make up for some of that lost time though. Today was a pretty good start.
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